By the way I tried to say I know you, from before

I found this today:

I got kissed today. Not just a kiss; not one of those kisses that mean next to nothing and are taken at a desperate moment for a connection with someone, anyone. I've had more of those than I'd care to admit within the past year or so. Also the kisses that want to bring something back that I always thought was still there. I'm realizing that those kinds of kisses are no good for anyone, and continuing with them is only going to make everything in that relationship harder to bear.
This was a kiss that's been coming for a couple of weeks. The looks, the comments, the calculations of accidentally running into each other on a regular basis...they all added up to make that moment. I don't care if anything else comes from it; relationship, no relationship, friendship, nothing at all-it was that kind of kiss that makes you not care about anything else all day but perhaps having another one just like it.
-Feb. 8, 2005
As important as that kiss was to me then, it took about 10 minutes to figure out who it was with. So much for memorable.

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